She was right.
Ana was thrilled when Rosie presented her with the bulky snow-white yarn. She watched the accompanying video four times over two days before she would even consider beginning her project.
On the third day, Rosie laughed as a giddy Ana dumped the first bag of yarn on the dining room table.
A small piece of paper clung to one of the skeins. Ana picked it up and read it. Her mouth gaped open as she backed away from the table.
โWhatโs wrong, Analeigh?โ
Shaking her head, Ana opened her mouth to speak but the words didnโt come.
โAnaleigh? Whatโs wrong, honey? You okay?โ
Rosie took a step towards her, but Ana threw up her hands, the slip of paper clutched in her fist.
โYou spent almost five-hundred dollars on yarn? For me? Rosie thatโs crazy. You have to take it back.โ
โIs that what has you so upset? The cost of the yarn?โ Rosie waved her off. โThe cost is not important, sweetie. The look in your eyes and the smile on your face is what matters. The sense of accomplishment youโll have at trying something newโฆ being creative, thatโs how we grow. Accepting challenges. Now, calm down and letโs get-โ
โNo, Rosie. You have to take it back.โ
โStop talking nonsense, child. Iโll do no such thing. And havenโt I taught you it is rude to refuse a gift?โ
Ana walked over to Rosie, lifted one of her hands and placed the receipt in it.
โYes, you did, Rosie, but this is too much. Iโm not worth it.โ
Rage erupted in Rosie and her tawny brown skin glowed as heat suffused her body. She crumpled the receipt in her hand and stalked around the table. Her arms flailed, and her gaze darted around the room.
Analeigh Sellers took a step back, afraid Rosie would send her away and not be her friend anymore.
โIโm sorry, Rosie.โ
The wiry old woman rushed to Ana, grabbing and clutching her to her chest.
The teen didnโt understand, but held on, not wanting to be sent away. When Rosie pulled back, Ana saw her face was wet with tears.
โWhatโs wrong, Rosie?โ
She smoothed Anaโs hair down and cupped her cheeks in her hands.
โSome folks think the worst way to hurt a child is physicallyโฆ beat on them, smack them around. But, sweetie, whatโs been done to you is just as badโฆ worse in some ways.โ
โI donโt understand.โ
Rosie Chastain tilted her head toward the table.
โChild, if I spent ten-thousand-dollars on that yarn it was worth it to me to see you smile because you are worth it. You are important to me. You matter.โ
Ana opened her mouth to argue, but Rosie stopped her.
โYou canโt put a price on people, Analeigh, everyone has value. Everyone matters because they are hereโฆ alive. There isnโt one of us who is better or more worthy than anyone else. I know that to be true. Iโve seen a lot in almost seventy years on this earth, but Iโve never come across a person who was better than anyone else.โ
Pain mixed with the confusion on Anaโs face and she looked away.
Rosie gently turned her head back to see her eyes.
โChild, I could tell you how special and worthy you are all day long, but it donโt mean nothing if you donโt believe it yourself.โ
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